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Moving On

There comes a time in every relationship where you have to reassess. Is this a positive relationship? Are we both contributing? Have I done something to offend this person?

This past weekend has been a tough one, because I decided it was time to evaluate my relationships. It is never fun, but it must be done! (Ha! Rhyming) I finally came to the conclusion that I don’t really have a best friend anymore. That might sound a bit third gradish, but it’s how I feel.

I have tried to be a good friend, tried being the key word, but it doesn’t seem to be enough. The one person that I thought I could always depend on broke the camel’s back this weekend. I haven’t seen her for what seems like years, and she doesn’t seem to really care. Perhaps she has moved on too. I wouldn’t know though…I get all my updates on her through everyone else.

Saturday night came and went. I had a smashing time with my friends Brooke, Andy, and Zach. I learned a couple of new songs on the guitar, but it still felt like something was missing. I guess it is one of those things I’ll have to get used to.

In this coming year I vow that I will be a better friend. None of this “try” crap. When anyone says “try” it automatically gives the ability for a cop out. I WILL be a better friend.

Three days until surgery. Woot…time to move on.

P.S. I can now play “Telephone” by Lady Gaga on my guitar. Shoot me…it’s kind of addicting.

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