It’s late. I’m tired. I’m frustrated. I’m a long list of emotions at the current time of 11:48pm.
If I could go back in time right now these are some things I would change…
1. Choices after high school
2. Waiting to start college again
3. Accepting this VP position from HELL!
4. Losing contact with friends
5. Not going on a mission
6. Not focusing on grades until college
7. Any moment I felt inadequate
8. Not starting with Dean Kaelin sooner
9. Hurting my family, friends, and people around me
10. Forgetting who I am
Okay…after writing that list down I feel better. I wouldn’t change 90% of those things because they have helped me to grow. They’ve helped me establish my relationship with my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.
I am a work in progress and all these things are for my good. I need to read D&C 121 again. That will bring me solace…