Moving On

There comes a time in every relationship where you have to reassess. Is this a positive relationship? Are we both contributing? Have I done something to offend this person?

This past weekend has been a tough one, because I decided it was time to evaluate my relationships. It is never fun, but it must be done! (Ha! Rhyming) I finally came to the conclusion that I don’t really have a best friend anymore. That might sound a bit third gradish, but it’s how I feel.

I have tried to be a good friend, tried being the key word, but it doesn’t seem to be enough. The one person that I thought I could always depend on broke the camel’s back this weekend. I haven’t seen her for what seems like years, and she doesn’t seem to really care. Perhaps she has moved on too. I wouldn’t know though…I get all my updates on her through everyone else.

Saturday night came and went. I had a smashing time with my friends Brooke, Andy, and Zach. I learned a couple of new songs on the guitar, but it still felt like something was missing. I guess it is one of those things I’ll have to get used to.

In this coming year I vow that I will be a better friend. None of this “try” crap. When anyone says “try” it automatically gives the ability for a cop out. I WILL be a better friend.

Three days until surgery. Woot…time to move on.

P.S. I can now play “Telephone” by Lady Gaga on my guitar. Shoot me…it’s kind of addicting.

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3 responses to “Moving On

  1. Kade, I know the feeling, but I think it was closer to 6th grade when I last felt that way. I called and called her wanting to hang out (I guess it was called “play” back then) and then I realized that she wasn’t really into being my friend anymore. So I cut my losses and started hanging out with Suzanne, who I thought was insane, but was obviously loyal. I guess you just have to find that person you think is insane- magical antics will ensue.

    • Magic antics eh? I can’t wait! Speaking of Sue…I miss her something terrible. You girls stuck by me through it all and I was too stupid to realize it until it was too late. I love my girls…I’m always going to be Papa…haha

  2. Yeah Kade, you better be at my next birthday! 🙂 haha just kidding!!!! If ya ever need a friend, I am always here. Even if I’m not home, gimmie a call! Let’s play soon I miss you and our friendship!

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